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The Map Room in the palace of Queen Elysa Strathelar was secured with a pair of massive oak doors, barred against unwanted interruptions. Flanking the doors were a pair of massive soldiers, among the elite of the Queen's forces. They stood at attention, keeping a silent lookout, alert for the miniscule chance that some hostile intruder would be able to get past the outer defenses of the royal palace and threaten the privacy and confidentiality of the Queen's deliberations.
The guards were used to hearing the muffled traces of loud arguments behind the thick doors. It seemed that, in times of a crisis in the realm, the Queen's councilors became more likely to shout at each other during these secret meetings. The guards could even tell the councilors by the sounds of their voices. They could never hear specifics of the conversations, aside from a particularly loud and angry curse word, but they could almost piece together the course of a debate based on the pattern of raised voices.
The debate in the map room this day was different from past gatherings, however. The guards could only discern one voice raised in anger. It was a younger voice that had not often been heard in those chambers, and never with such rage behind it. This was the first time that the Map Room guards had overheard a Strathelar family argument.
* * * * *
"... and by doing nothing, we let everyone think we're just as weak as that monster Varicci says we are!"
Elysa sighed. They'd been arguing in the Map Room for almost an hour. A simple geography review had turned into an emotional and not entirely rational debate. This was the third time that Borelean had used that argument against her. Did he think she'd failed to hear him the first two times?
"What would you have me do, my son?" she asked.
Borelean gestured at the map of the realm that covered the surface of the table. "Launch an attack on one of Varicci's holdings! Retake Fort Tethana, or Marae Lassel... Just stand up for our people, mother! Don't let the Viamontians think they can take over any town they like! Don't let Antius die in vain..." He stopped talking then, quieted by a fresh surge of grief for his fallen mentor.
"Has it occurred to you, son, that the rush to confront the Viamontians in a battle of their choosing led Antius to his death? I did not ask him to go to Glenden Wood."
"It has occurred to me, mother, that Antius was the only one that people saw defending them against Varicci's monsters, and he died, alone, at the hands of a battle commander whose loyalty you lost!"
"Do not throw Kurth in my face again, Borelean. I acknowledge that I made a grave error in failing to support Kurth-"
"And you made the same error with Antius!" Borelean sprang out of his seat this time, towering over his seated mother.
Elysa stood up as well, to match angry glares with her son. Though he was still an adolescent and not yet grown into his full height, he was as tall as she was, and he seemed to draw some power from their matched heights. Summoning up her anger and the commanding presence that years of rule over an imperiled realm had taught her, she seemed to grow taller in her son's eyes as she let out some of her own emotion.
"Whatever weakness you think you see in me, my son, or whatever weakness you think our people see, you will still address me with respect as your Queen and as your mother. I have listened to what you have to say, and I say again that, until we know more of Varicci's true capabilities, we will not engage him in open battle! Not as long as there is some possibility that he has more of those terrible weapons. Varicci is trying to bait us into a full war! Antius will have died in vain if we refuse to take any lessons from what happened to him!"
Borelean sat back down, making a visible effort to master his emotions. Soon Elysa found herself staring across the table at a boy with a deceptively blank face, who seemed to be only vaguely aware of her presence in the room. After a long and uncomfortable silence, he looked at her and asked, "May I return to my chambers now, mother?"
She nodded for him to go, trying to keep her own composure. It took a lot of effort for her to keep her own pain and fear from showing through. As he stopped in front of the doors to raise the crossbar, she called out to him. "Borelean. My son."
He stopped at the door. He didn't turn to look at her, but he cocked his head to let her know he was listening. "Sometimes the true test of a leader's strength is in knowing when not to fight. No matter how much she wants to." It took more strength than she knew she had to keep her voice from breaking.
Borelean turned his head to look at her. His eyes were calm. His expression was no longer angry, but neither was there warmth in his gaze. "As you say, mother." He nodded slightly, then lifted the crossbar, pushed open the doors, and left.
Elysa watched him go. As soon as the doors shut behind her son, she cried quietly, her body shaking very slightly with sobs of grief.
* * * * *
Borelean slammed his bedroom door behind him. He took a long series of deep breaths to center himself. Then he picked up his sparring sword, went into the adjoining practice room, and began the exercises that Antius had taught him. He knew the movements so well he could do them in his sleep. He had become even more dedicated to his sword practice in the wake of Antius' death.
Halfway through his training session, he stopped suddenly, cutting short the follow-through on an overhand slash. He sensed he was no longer alone in the room. Scanning his surroundings quickly with alert and well-trained eyes, he located the intruder, in a corner behind him. He turned, dropped into a guard stance, and then just as quickly let his guard back down.
"Oh," he said, with some distaste, "it's you."
"It's me," the intruder agreed. "I take it the discussion with your mother went no better than yesterday's?"
Borelean shrugged. "It lasted longer and I made her more upset than I did yesterday. No, I did no better."
"She's a hard-headed woman. And hard-hearted, it seems. The realm cries for vengeance, and still she urges caution..."
"I'll not have you speaking so of my mother. It's bad enough that I even talk to you. And I know you're just trying to manipulate me. I shouldn't have gone back to her for another argument today. It's just making things worse."
"You're probably right," said the intruder. "Let's talk about ways to make things better. Did you do all that reading I told you to do?"
Borelean nodded. "Yes, but I had to sneak into the restricted wing of the library for some of the books you told me to read."
"Clever lad. Let's continue your education."

